..i want to be free...

A promise made is a promise kept..??

2008-11-05T07:13:00.002Z

Sparkling, glowing, shining, glimmering
Deep filled sky, this night so clear
Tender moonlight, sounds of leaves shimmering
Hearts with thriving passion, they have no fear

The bond of two souls across oceans blue
Warmth so bold with such delight
This setting like a scene with colors so true
This time, this place it must be right
His hand on heart, "..promise?", "I do"
A beauty from heaven she can believe
Her hand on heart, "..promise?" "Me too"
A knowledge that will make him achieve

..misunderstanding!

2008-09-18T18:00:00.003+01:00

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[Rihanna:]
That's much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile?

'Cuz you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah...)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why (why...)
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

And I hate that I love
You soooooooo!

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you oh...)
As much as I need you (oooh... as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh...)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no...)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so... soo...

Tears

2008-07-14T09:20:00.001+01:00

First there is the emotion
An overwhelming feeling of pain
A sadness on the inside
A soul that is screaming
Gasping for air
A mind that is dying
And now one that is crying
Two beautiful eyes well up
Slowly, Silently
A single tear slides
Out of the eye, over the cheek
A tiny drop of water
Salty taste of despair
But not of defeat
Another tear is sliding
Falling, dropping
Stop
Hit by a ray of light
A burst of colour
A splatter of rainbow
Nothing
No more tears, time to fight back
Block out the pictures
The thoughts and emotions
Clenched fists
Stand up a little straighter
Stand up to face the world
Tears are a thing of the past

My Ideal Girl

2008-01-07T00:15:00.002Z

Cute, fun, and sweet, my ideal girl is just a stone's throw away - she's the girl next door. She's Sandra Bullock, Billie Piper, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one. Naturally pretty rather than glamorous, she's unpretentious and generous. She loves animals and children, and is great with both. I am attracted to her strong values and traditional ways. Although she demands great respect, she's not particularly high-maintenance. Her ideal date is more likely to be dinner and a film than heading out for a night on the town. She's careful yet spontaneous - a bit of the guy's girl, a bit of a cover girl (the nice kind), and just a hint of the hippie chick. But she's got an appeal that's all her own, which is why I can't stay away. Her winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature make me want to hold on tight and never let go.

Love

2008-01-07T00:15:00.001Z

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting
at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water
and held it before me, and said this:

"You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it
to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your
fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it
finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to
posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of
your hand, love will retrieve from you.

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people
you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect.
Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly
practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must
sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional
caring."

Passing thought... Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by
the moments that take our breath away.....

Life is beautiful!!! Live it !!!